Someone's words sometime over my head

This work influenced from antler headdress from Star acarr, Yorkshire, England around 8000 BC.
Maybe the shamans who lived around 8000 BC wanted to be other creatures. They might be get big power, strong body something like that.
When I was teenager and twenties, I wanted to be a different person. I did not like myself. Because at that time, from several people said to me, you are ugly, you should get plastic surgery, the only thing you’re worth is your breasts, you are fat and something. These words hurt me so much. I wanted to get beautiful face, nice style, clean skin and more. 8000 BC and even now, people want power that they don’t have.